Archive for July, 2005



Exercise he called it. ‘Roll down your panties and lie still. This is important exercise.’ And the naïve five year old that I was, I did as he told me. My elder cousin brother. Staying with us for the holidays. There was no pain as he exercised me. Just a feeling, a vile, vulgar emotion […]

Taut strings Heartbeat flutter Electric eyes Soul swept Take me not her me Me ME.


If you ever hunger, Hunger for me.



Ever had a freight train run right through your mind? He asked. No, I replied. It will run, soon. When do you want it? After tea? Or before? At least not before it stops in your heart.



This is something someone very close shared. Needless to say, I do not feel very close to him after this: You and me we were the pretenders We let it all slip away In the end what you don’t surrender Well the world just strips away Girl, ain’t no kindness in the face of strangers […]